Trying to choose dates for my last 2 shows ( Read more... )

Thank you for your votes (all three of you). I'm going with what I already knew: I want to form this organization. This has little to do with the number of votes (although you were right, I can't just sit on a good idea when it could start changing lives the moment it comes to fruition). I don't think I could sustain being a rock star. That's not ( Read more... )

Gregory and I have a wager. I've bet that I can get a record deal before he gets accepted to grad school. This doesn't give me much time ( Read more... )

What am I going to do when I go back to the States ( Read more... )

The Figure Skating Competition opening ceremonies (me singing the national anthem) went really well. I also made friends with Ayaka Hirahara. She's seriously nice.

Overall, fantastic experience. Very happy. Was on national television (and will be on in the States soon). When I get the DVD I'll try to rip and post it ( Read more... )

So lately I've been incredibly depressed. Been hating the job, wishing I had more time, thinking I'm wasting my life and my talents here ( Read more... )

I really expected my depression to last longer. Maybe I've been keeping distracted ( Read more... )

I haven't said much in a while ( Read more... )

and now I want a kid? It's like this biological alarm went off. I keep hitting snooze but it keeps chiming in every ten minutes ( Read more... )

Music has been in me lately.

I have to write music soon or burst. At least this is a good thing.

I feel like emotion is building up in me. Music has been constantly in my head, playing, or coming out of me. I've been wanting to paint too.