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Well...it's sprinkling. And it's blowing through. The ground is damp. Such a tease ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was fun, huge amount of people in the house, but it went very well, mom only getting stressed when SIL was running around taking pictures with people and forgot to include mom - so mom and I took one together, thus the new Facebook image.  :) Oh - and then there was SIL asking my daughter if she likes girls...which I'm sure was a joke ( Read more... )

OK, kudos to people who can diet. I'm very tired of not looking forward to eating - it does nothing more than stop me from feeling hungry. Totally stalled at 190 for like 10 days now, don't think I'll be going below this. However, I do sleep better, and feel better, and I'd bet tests would show that I'm healthier inside (cholesterol, etc). But ( Read more... )

I really really really need people to STOP TELLING ME I'M DOING TOO MUCH and pass off everything I'm feeling to being just that, making all of this something that is my fault and something I can control and something I should just STOP ( Read more... )

Look normal, face not swollen, left eye not piggie like - HEADACHE ( Read more... )

Went in for my test today, had to drive into Lawrence - amazing that a gorgeous doctors office is in such a slummy part of a nasty city.  Old restored mill building, it's beautiful, but the neighborhood sucked.  Was taken in right away, and had 25 different electrodes plastered all over my head, and then I was told to lie down, close my eyes, don't ( Read more... )

Felt the jolty feeling again yesterday morning. Headache was bad from the moment i woke up and I just felt wrong.  According to the neurosurgeon, he suspects I had a partial seizure, which I've since learned from talking to others who have had surgery to remove an "m" is an "awake partial seizure".  Yesterday morning I took 2 Keppra, and now i'm on ( Read more... )

4 weeks ago right now I was in the ER holding room getting ready to get the hell out of that place ( Read more... )

First day back, and I did pretty well considering I had brain surgery 3 weeks prior.  Had no issues at all driving, although when I got to work and got out of the car, the world tilted a little - I notice that things moving fast are interesting to take in, especially if I don't look straight forward.  Came in to find a giant card on my desk, made ( Read more... )