NO
I really really really need people to STOP TELLING ME I'M DOING TOO MUCH and pass off everything I'm feeling to being just that, making all of this something that is my fault and something I can control and something I should just STOP.
That DOES NOT HELP ME.
How I'm feeling is NOT something I should be blamed for, all you do is make me try to keep this to myself because all it says to me is that you don't want to hear it anymore. Which, honestly, is what it is right? I don't want to FEEL it anymore, so I guess I can't blame you for not wanting to HEAR it anymore. Not that thinking that makes it any fucking easier when you stop listening.
I am NOT doing too much. I am following instructions and paying attention and listening to advice if I'm lucky enough to get any. ENOUGH. Maybe sometimes I just need someone to listen, offer a hug, or say they're sorry I feel like shit and they wish they could help? Too much to ask? When you ask me how I'm feeling, don't get upset if I say I don't feel good!!! Don't make me feel bad for feeling bad!! And DONT FUCKING BLAME ME FOR HOW I FEEL.
That DOES NOT HELP ME.
How I'm feeling is NOT something I should be blamed for, all you do is make me try to keep this to myself because all it says to me is that you don't want to hear it anymore. Which, honestly, is what it is right? I don't want to FEEL it anymore, so I guess I can't blame you for not wanting to HEAR it anymore. Not that thinking that makes it any fucking easier when you stop listening.
I am NOT doing too much. I am following instructions and paying attention and listening to advice if I'm lucky enough to get any. ENOUGH. Maybe sometimes I just need someone to listen, offer a hug, or say they're sorry I feel like shit and they wish they could help? Too much to ask? When you ask me how I'm feeling, don't get upset if I say I don't feel good!!! Don't make me feel bad for feeling bad!! And DONT FUCKING BLAME ME FOR HOW I FEEL.