Rough week. Started and deleted many many posts here at the start of the week - thought I was losing it, my temper was immediate, I felt shocks in my brain, I felt dizzy and removed and unhappy. Had several bad conversations between Glenn and myself and Kelsey, melted down on my mom, lost it one morning all alone. Realized Tuesday I had run out of ( Read more... )

Day 2 of feeling foggy and wishing I could call in sick, although I don't feel sick. I just feel unable to focus, and bummed out for no reason, and totally unable to get even a single project done - I don't even know where to start. I just feel defeated, but defeated over WHAT? and WHY? Not a single clue ( Read more... )

Today blew up in a matter of an hour - one more day of this craziness in terms of promos at work that need to be babysat and fires that kindle out of the smallest thing, and I hope it calms down a bit. Today included everything from having to play director of ecomm, IT AND Merchandising to having to fire someone, and anyone reading this knows ( Read more... )

Apparently I need to stay off Facebook today because PEOPLE ARE BEING IDIOTS and I have no filters in place today to stop myself from telling them that. I'm feeling manic today - up one minute down the next. HUGE promos launching at work today that I know are going to cause all sorts of havoc, and I'm actually scared to see what happens. Not to ( Read more... )

Tyler has a tumblr - and honestly it's the only reason I have one too, and I don't use it for anything but following some folks I love like Wil Wheaton, Neil Gaiman, Joe Hill, Amanda Palmer, Anthony Bourdain, many many many anime and video game blogs...and to see what Tyler is up to because he does not use Facebook. He doesn't use tumblr like a ( Read more... )

Slept very deeply - deeply enough to not hear that Pixie had to go out, a fact discovered by a bare foot in the dark when the alarm went off at 5am ( Read more... )

Got a Kinect over the holidays with gift cards and GameStop bonus points and such - and I admit to being shocked at how much MORE it is than either the Playstation Move or the Wii.  This thing maps you out so minutely that it even recognizes you when you walk into the room, and automatically logs you into XBox Live.  The games that come with the ( Read more... )

Went to work yesterday.  Got up early, chose a suit I feel strong in, did my hair and makeup, made lunch, got in the car and started shaking, and thought I might throw up.  Managed not to, distracted myself with my audio book and had a very very uneventful and quiet ride in.  Got there for 730, and it was great to be back in there, have my huge ( Read more... )

Piggie face and headache.  Although I slept like shit last night, so maybe that's the missing ingredient.  Wonder if I'll hear from the EEG people today.

Tired and grumpy.

Both kids home today.  Given how I've been bitching about being alone I should be thrilled, but I'm very anti-people today.  Maybe they'll both sleep all day, Tyler needs it.

4 weeks ago right now I was in the ER holding room getting ready to get the hell out of that place ( Read more... )