for the first time in my entire life and hopefully the last because i really don't like them, i'm going to quote the clash ( Read more... )

truth be told,
looking on myself in this situation makes me wonder.
am i more trouble than i'm worth?

is this going to get worse?

I feel so sick right now. I really feel like I'll throw up ( Read more... )

Benji:
"you're a fucked up person.
and i don't know what you tell yourself to sleep at night, but don't believe it.

--- i'm taking care of him now.
he doesn't need you.
he never needed you."

I find it highly funny, rather.
Because on the one hand, this guy is right, in some ways. And I would be doing the same thing if someone were....if I could speak to ( Read more... )

 
'll tell you what I want, what I really really want;I want uh, I want uh, I want uh, I really really really wanna zig ah zig ah. says (2:03 PM):

I guarantee I can replace you with someone else.. and in that week or two I won't even have to text you.

you claim that you're so in love with me that this is killing you but you can say that to my face?
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You know, this feels different from before.
More...mature? I don't know.
Gentler.
Softer.
Sweeter.
Yet still I can feel the way I used to, the way it used to fill me to bursting so that I would squeeze my eyes shut and scream inside my mouth and giggle and twirl and sing because I just could not contain all I felt for you. It kept exploding from me at ( Read more... )

"Stop crying. You're not a baby anymore."

[how many times have you affirmed yourself that screaming always makes me cry, however old I am]

Sniffle, slight gasp. Glance at the floor; don't roll your eyes.
"Don't look away from me and try to ignore me. I'm not in the mood for this shit today, okay?"
[I'm trying not to roll my eyes.....which I tell you.]
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