for the first time in my entire life and hopefully the last because i really don't like them, i'm going to quote the clash ( Read more... )

 For years, since I first heard this song, I've harbored the hungriest need to sing it in front of a crowd, with a choir behind me ( Read more... )

One of my favorite songs by A Perfect Circle is an absolutely perfect photograph of what I become without you.
The emptiness, the cheating, the desperate race to fill the aching gaping place you leave behind.
I know the words by heart. They're here for you now. The parts that hit extremely hard directly on home (instead of close to home) are bolded ( Read more... )

      Oh god I wish someone would fix our hot water heater soon. If I have to take one more cold shower I....well I'll take it, of course,  but I won't like it. I hate, HATE not being able to go to bed with my skin reddened and my eyes low and drowsy from a hot shower, my mind clear and running at a normal speed with minimal confusion, all ( Read more... )

I don't want to write in here.
I want to do exactly what I've been doing for hours. Curl up under my blanket and sleep. I don't want to sit up and say shit about what's going through my head right now.

which is pretty much why i'm doing it.

hm.
i'm thinking smoking today was a dumb idea. don't smoke if you have a cold, idiot.

it's so funny. every time ( Read more... )