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phantomdaae1981 Mar 11, 2026 20:42

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phantomdaae1981 Sep 01, 2019 18:51

Very overwhelmed, crying at the drop of a hat, exhausted physically and emotionally. I feel like I am drowning.

depression, mental illness, control, ptsd, borderline, suicide, anxiety, meds, illness

This isn't just about laundry.

phantomdaae1981 Jul 26, 2019 19:34

I feel like eating a handful of moonshine-infused cherries, and I just might do it. Because men are trash, and I am NOT YOUR FUCKING LAUNDRY MAID ( Read more... )

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Since I'm supposed to be sorry for everything.

phantomdaae1981 May 14, 2019 01:11

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Adventures in IUD rejection, etc. (MAY TRIGGER)

phantomdaae1981 Jan 29, 2018 20:05

The following MAY TRIGGER due to graphic details of IUD problems.

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Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill - Official Music Video

phantomdaae1981 Oct 15, 2016 22:32

Feeling so overwhelmed and exhausted lately. Not sure how long I can keep up this way.

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Writer's Block: Blast to the past

phantomdaae1981 Sep 07, 2011 04:42

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I'm sick of being told what to do.

phantomdaae1981 Sep 29, 2009 22:29

I am beyond tired of people thinking they know what's best for me, beyond tired of people not letting me control my own life, beyond tired of being told what to do. I am 28 fucking years old, and I have lived on my own for the last ten years. I am not a child, and I am not a teenager, held to curfews and other people's decisions.

First, there's my ( Read more... )

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