Dear Angel ( Read more... )

you said once you just wanted to have something be happy to see you.

that day ebfore we went to the lindt factory, after we broke up, i realised that day, that I was that something. i couldnt stop smiling, just because you were there, with me.

what do you live for? when you live, what makes it worthwhile? how can one define their own existance ( Read more... )

Everything was empty ( Read more... )

i want
someone to listen to music with me
lie side by side in silence
be silly with me
see outrageous things with me
support me
push me
motivate me
come to me
make the effort
make me feel like im finally not alone

fragile and singular ( Read more... )

And it kills me, to think about you staying up all night and discarding your gaming time to speak to this girl. I hate thinking about the way you'd look at someone else with that soft, tender gaze of yours. But I was the one who ended this right? I was the one who gave it up and away.
noen of it makes sense.

this is almost as bad as it was when i was in Year 10.

except this time, i gotta do it alone.

and im not sure if im strong enough to.

i dont understand. i thought i was through this.

i thought it’s been done and truly over.

i thought i’d never get this way again.

i dont want to think about that life anymore ( Read more... )

i will never hope in you again
i will never wait for you again
i will no longer rely on you to be something you can never be.
i will no longer make time for you.
i will no longer want to be important to you.
it's over. no more.