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[paradoxicangel]

i dont want to think about that life anymore
but you're so immerse in it.
i dont want to hear about it anymore,
but it's all you talk about.

i get he's special to you
but you're special to me
dont discard me because you have him
but that's just how these things work.

im tired of that world.
im tired of that life.
but now that you're in it,
if i gave it up, i'd have to give you up.

you're leaving with him.
i should just want you to be happy
but all i can think of is how it's my fault.
it's my fault you're leaving.