what do you live for? when you live, what makes it worthwhile? how can one define their own existance ( Read more... )

Everything was empty ( Read more... )

i want
someone to listen to music with me
lie side by side in silence
be silly with me
see outrageous things with me
support me
push me
motivate me
come to me
make the effort
make me feel like im finally not alone

fragile and singular ( Read more... )

And it kills me, to think about you staying up all night and discarding your gaming time to speak to this girl. I hate thinking about the way you'd look at someone else with that soft, tender gaze of yours. But I was the one who ended this right? I was the one who gave it up and away.
noen of it makes sense.

this is almost as bad as it was when i was in Year 10.

except this time, i gotta do it alone.

and im not sure if im strong enough to.

i dont understand. i thought i was through this.

i thought it’s been done and truly over.

i thought i’d never get this way again.

i dont want to think about that life anymore ( Read more... )

"it's ok, they'll be as good at it as you suck at it. It wouldn't matter. When it's right, the effort you have to make Would be natural."
Thanks Aedan, so true

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i love you, a lot. But maybe not enough. Im truely beginning to realise this can never make me happy.

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i dont need anyone or anything
ive come so far,
i come to begin to think i need somoene
and then i manage just fine going on living without them.
my life's been full of people i think i needed
who i think i couldnt live without
and then i manage just fine without them
life goes on. that is how it goes.
i dont need anyone or anything
im leaving everything ( Read more... )