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Back before I became a mother, I swore I would never turn into one of those smug bitches who goes around all the time talking about how meaningful it is to be a mom and how anyone who has never done it couldn't possibly understand.  So I'll just say it once... it's so meaningful to be a mom, and if you haven't done it, you couldn't possibly ( Read more... )

1.  sheila and closed on our house today.  we signed our lives away, and we're moving on wednesday.
alice is helping us pack the truck on tuesday night.  my mom and dad are helping unpack a little on wednesday, and sheila's mom & grandma are coming down that day also.  though i don't know if they intend on helping or what.  plus i think alice will ( Read more... )

the crap that i got myself into over the weekend has led way (i think) to a head cold.  the whole situation took such a toll on me that i'm assuming it compromised my immune system just enough to catch a bug.  kind of annoying, but not debilitating.  just stupid.  i can't believe i didn't keep closer track of my meds to know when they were running ( Read more... )

last night, i had horrible nightmares again ( Read more... )

yesterday, i was grocery shopping and my mind was sort of wandering as i walked around.  first i thought about how weird it would be if i saw dawn at the grocery store.  but then i realized that i probably would never see her at this particular grocery store because she doesn't like it because it's so big (not something you would normally know ( Read more... )

i'm missin' mah hunny today :(

Couples Survey

1. Who eats more?
that's a tough call!

2. Who said "I love you" first?
peaches

3. Who is the morning person?
peaches

4. Who sings better?
me hahahaha

5. Who’s older?
peaches

6. Who’s smarter?
depends

7. Who’s temper is worse?
mine

8. Who does the laundry?
sometimes peaches, but mostly me

9. Who does the dishes?
me, 95% of ( Read more... )

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i've had a lot more "worst.dream.ever"s since the last time i posted.
night before last?  my parents were tormenting me and trying to convince everyone in my life how horrible i am.  they were saying i was a bad person, etc.  i was terrified of them and kept looking for someone to protect me.  they were physically chasing me.  they seemed to have ( Read more... )

one of the issues that i was VERY worried about has been resolved.  if i had only called community mental health sooner, i wouldn't have spent 2 weeks freaking out about not having med coverage.  i feel like an idiot, but it's all good.

i'm going back to
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1.  syd and i went to a k-wings game friday night and it really sucked.  you can't tell so much from the stats, but had you been there, you would have wilted away in despair.  they looked fucking awful.  we went to snak & yak after the game.  then we took chaz for a walk.
2.  i keep forgetting to take my meds and experiencing little forays into the ( Read more... )