( What I've been journaling about, in pictures )

Anyone going to the pub tomorrow? I want to practice my social skills and be friendly at people.

Hot Bi Beverages went well, 10 people showed up :D

I did lots of stuff at the gym, feel good now.

I got told off for using the disabled toilet/changing room by a disabled person. He told me it was for people with knee problems or wheelchairs. I said I could show him my disabled railcard, but he was still kind of iffy with me. The trouble is there is only one disabled changing room at Oasis, and it is a baby changing room as well; it's also used ( Read more... )

So, do you want to know how I'm getting on in the gym?

( Some of this may be triggering I suppose )

In about a year of bidding for a council flat, I've been offered my second viewing. There are 5 other people who'll be viewing the property, and they all have more points than me, so it's unlikely I'll get it: the other people would all have to say no for it to become mine. This one is a housing association flat, and is more expensive than the ( Read more... )

Wow, that was good. I went to the gym with becksydee and then spent some time with her and cloudwalker_3. It took a while before I felt socialised-out, and I'm glad that I could spend so much time with them (it probably didn't seem that long a time to them). I felt rather cheered by it... I need to spend more time with people, but I've been feeling so anti-social lately ( Read more... )

Gym angst again. I'm going to go today and I'm one day overdue, but I had aching muscles so I gave myself extra time to recuperate. I'm nervous again, but I'll use similar affirmations to last time and I will get through it. This time I will do squats. I'll need to wait until my breakfast has gone down properly ( Read more... )

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I'm going to go to the gym on my own for the first time in over a year... I'm nervous. I'm going to take my 'Bodybuilding for Beginners' book by Bill Reynolds with me, and refer to it a lot. I don't want to look like I'm new to this and unfamiliar with the gym... but I am new to this and unfamiliar with the gym. I think I'll repeat 'every day I get ( Read more... )