Argh, I'm really frelling nervous about seeing my psychiatrist later. She isn't my therapist by the way, she is just there to monitor me and refer me to stuff if she thinks it's appropriate. Because I see her so infrequently, I haven't got much of a relationship with her at all and I'm just sh1tting myself about having to justify/explain my ( Read more... )

I really appreciate what I have with flippac. We talk to each other most days on MSN, see each other a minimum of once a fortnight, and do what we can to look after each other. We're pretty loose about what we've got but also somewhat committed at the same time. It's really good. We both know where we stand.

Just to say, I have a lovely girlfriend. I appreciate you flippac

/soppy

So the mini BiCon went ok yesterday. I went to a couple of workshops¹ and did rather a lot of socialising. I was told by a friend of a friend that I didn't seem as scary IRL as I do online, that really intrigued me. Ok, so the ex-homeless, borderline personality disorder-based nutcase, verging on radical politics, being rather butch, loud about ( Read more... )

Good morning (or afternoon/evening) to you all! I am feeling very cheerful today. I'd been feeling uncontrollably horny for the last couple of weeks because a) well that's sort of my natural state, b) I'm in love with flippac and that tends to add to things and c) I'm crushing on someone and that sends me further loopy with desire. So, flippac kindly invited me ( Read more... )

I've got a busy day ahead. Going to go shopping for some naughty stuff, then a sex club* in the evening maybe to use said naughty stuff! flippac is staying over and is having a sleep in my bed *smiles ( Read more... )

( More pointless journal writing purely for the sake of keeping myself company. Warning, mentions break-up stuff. )

Poll Milky milky

Stupid:

I booked an appointment with Phoebe's doctor in Oxford for Thursday late afternoon... I have gig tickets (costly may I add) for Half Man Half Biscuit in London, doors open 7pm. I'll call her about it tomorrow.

Not stupid:

I have learned to open a Champagne Cava bottle by just fcuking googling it.Semi-stupid ( Read more... )

• Other people's time constraints
• Social awkwardness from me and another person (my awkwardness had the most effect because I was the host)
• Hogging of wassail by foibey and I
• Food
• A tired girlfriend