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Argh, I'm really frelling nervous about seeing my psychiatrist later. She isn't my therapist by the way, she is just there to monitor me and refer me to stuff if she thinks it's appropriate. Because I see her so infrequently, I haven't got much of a relationship with her at all and I'm just sh1tting myself about having to justify/explain my transness. I think I'll start out by telling her that I'm supremely nervous, that should hopefully mean that anything that looks like hesitancy can be explained away.
flippac has just got up, she'll be giving me some support in a few minutes.
It's bloody cold this morning. It snowed but that turned to rain pretty quickly, so there isn't any prettiness outside. I'm writing this with a duvet wrapped around me while I'm drinking some nice hot *decaf* coffee. Mustn't get myself any more worked up than I am by drinking normal coffee.
flippac has just got up, she'll be giving me some support in a few minutes.
It's bloody cold this morning. It snowed but that turned to rain pretty quickly, so there isn't any prettiness outside. I'm writing this with a duvet wrapped around me while I'm drinking some nice hot *decaf* coffee. Mustn't get myself any more worked up than I am by drinking normal coffee.