Occasionally I write livejournal posts directly requesting positive attention. A lot of the time* I battle with crippling insecurity. There are things I can do about that on my own, and when I can, I do them. But sometimes it all gets on top of me and I need outside input. Every f*cking time I see my psychiatrist (twice a year for 10 minutes or so ( Read more... )

Edited version x-posted to tranny_rage

In August '06 I finally got up the courage to talk to my psychiatrist about gender stuff. ( Read more... )

( More stuff about my psychiatrist/transition )

Didn't get the referral I wanted, deffo going to go private. Shrink only sees me every 5-8 months, so she hasn't seen me being sure about what I want until now and she has a belief that Charing Cross would add on time for me living 'in role' on her say-so. Plus there's the whole BPDers are flaky bastards thing... not that she framed it that way. flippac ( Read more... )

Argh, I'm really frelling nervous about seeing my psychiatrist later. She isn't my therapist by the way, she is just there to monitor me and refer me to stuff if she thinks it's appropriate. Because I see her so infrequently, I haven't got much of a relationship with her at all and I'm just sh1tting myself about having to justify/explain my ( Read more... )

Just met up with brave_mercutio for a coffee and we had a right laugh. Eh, glad to be friendly ( Read more... )

Bit of a ramble ( Read more... )

( fluff it. Girly meme )