Sunday, May 16th 2010 at 6:03pm

It was a trying week to be away in a hotel for us. For me personally, being in a hotel was fine. It didn't bother me at all. But for Paladin, he felt restless and constricted in what he could do. His stress made me feel a little helpless, and by Saturday he was a bit stressed. We didn't go to the trance dance, which ( Read more... )

Saturday, January 16th 2010 at 5:43pm

Today I got up at eleven in the morning with Paladin's permission. At twelve-fifty I left with my mother to drive to a raw food support group. I met Ghost at the first and only other meeting I attended previously. Ghost, sorta thankfully, wasn't there. Only two people I knew were there; the husband of ( Read more... )

Notes from my Calendar...
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“Ramble about something!” I tell Paladin.

“About what?”

“Trees!” I choose arbitrarily. ( Read Full Entry; Click Here. )

In This Entry:

...As an interesting point of interest, I've grown hyper-aware of the sensations I feel mentally - emotionally - physically - spiritually - whatever way you want to look at it; that is to say; I can feel the chemical reactions flying through my brain as I'm talking to Paladin.

...Still... It was as large as the first spider... The ( Read more... )

Saturday, December 19th 2009 at 11:49am

Lynx writes me December 19th 2009 at 6:42am;

Hi Nuria, Sorry I didn't manage to get a reply to you yesterday. It was the last day of work before my holidays, and I was rushing to get everything settled before my departure. Plus, I finally got my Guild Wars account unlocked last night, and I spent much of ( Read more... )

Sunday, November 15th 2009 at 5:23pm

Someone writes me in response to my conversation about government with my father:

I think your dad speaks a lot of sense.
Working in insurance, I can say with a little authority that what he says about the problems of people opting out is correct. In an ideal world for an insurer, they would know the risk of ( Read more... )

Saturday, November 7th 2009 at 7:44pm

Ghost writes me:
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I appreciate you being honest about what you are feeling. It is hard for many people to do. I struggle with knowing what my feelings are. I feel them most of the time, but can't identify them. My feelings shut down when we were together the other night because I was scared. I saw both light ( Read more... )

Thursday, November 5th 2009 at 7:33am

Ghost... Tonight.

Thursday, November 5th 2009 at 4:16pm

Ghost,

I can see the color and shape of your eyes in my mind's eye when I think about you. The little ice blue specs in the gray-blue field, and the pupil expanding and contracting as you consider me, and read me. I am an open book for you to read. I can't ( Read more... )