Well it has been a very long time and usually when I have anything good to say I never write it in livejournal so be prepared now I will try not to be as emo as possible but this will not be a positive post ( Read more... )

You know it never fails all week at work nothing boring as shit and just perfectly quiet. Then as soon as it is my Friday (Wednesday) it is going all fine then all hell breaks loose and in the last hour of work so much shit falls apart and down that it makes the whole day into a nightmare ( Read more... )

Well I am officially done with school I stopped going and I really am not even going to try to even register for next term. I do not know why I just lost my passion for school; I am thirty years old and have nothing really to show for my life. My friends have accomplishments, have dreams and goals. I have no real passion towards anything, I have no ( Read more... )

So I finally got my licence for my security guard job and on Wednesday I am going for an interview. I am going to be a meet and greeter and other jobs at a hotel off Burard Skytrain station. I get to wear a brand new black suit paid for by the company. I love my job so far I get to wear a $400 dollar suit to work every day I feel like a body guard ( Read more... )

So I have been having these dreams about one of my female friends from high school. I first thought they were sex dreams because we where both naked and we both where doing some very sexual things to each other. At least the beginning of my dream I remember. I also have been waking up very violently and so I think the dream turns really bad later ( Read more... )