Update
So I finally got my licence for my security guard job and on Wednesday I am going for an interview. I am going to be a meet and greeter and other jobs at a hotel off Burard Skytrain station. I get to wear a brand new black suit paid for by the company. I love my job so far I get to wear a $400 dollar suit to work every day I feel like a body guard or something.
So I was on the bus today and this Asian guy in a wheel chair gets on and looking at his face reminded of my grandpa Rezansoff so much. I was thinking about that because it was the last time I ever cried, I mean well other then stuff like onions but I have not emotionally cried since I was what ten, twelve. I have just lost touch with humanity that much I do not feel that form of empathy any more.
I am kind of enjoying the fact I do not have a TV any more my dreams have been very vivid and extreme. I have been thinking up extra episodes of TV shows that have been cancelled, I mean whole entire TV shows. I have been dreaming about past girlfriends, well past acquaintances. Regrets of cores but at least I have been thinking of them. With my imagination in full over drive I have a need to like start up a new D&D game or maybe start working on my board game idea again. That would be sweet to sell it to even I minor board game company I might pay off my student loan and maybe star payments on a house. Well getting a head of myself. I have to get it fully designed and maybe get my cousins to be the beta testers.
So I was on the bus today and this Asian guy in a wheel chair gets on and looking at his face reminded of my grandpa Rezansoff so much. I was thinking about that because it was the last time I ever cried, I mean well other then stuff like onions but I have not emotionally cried since I was what ten, twelve. I have just lost touch with humanity that much I do not feel that form of empathy any more.
I am kind of enjoying the fact I do not have a TV any more my dreams have been very vivid and extreme. I have been thinking up extra episodes of TV shows that have been cancelled, I mean whole entire TV shows. I have been dreaming about past girlfriends, well past acquaintances. Regrets of cores but at least I have been thinking of them. With my imagination in full over drive I have a need to like start up a new D&D game or maybe start working on my board game idea again. That would be sweet to sell it to even I minor board game company I might pay off my student loan and maybe star payments on a house. Well getting a head of myself. I have to get it fully designed and maybe get my cousins to be the beta testers.