My cat is dead. My Roma. My fluffy sweetheart. Some dogs killed him we think and we just found him. Either that or someone poisoned him. Mentally I'm not even addressing that right now. I'm really upset about it, I cried, then stopped, then cried but I'm not addressing it right now for some reason. I guess because I'm mad. But I can't have a cat, I ( Read more... )

I don't know if my moods are showing more because part of my mood is stabilized and the others not, or if the meds are doing it ( Read more... )

Soooo, my interview boiled down to me being told that I have general anxiety and borderline personality, and ...something else...., oh, and I'm more intelligent then average. All from a 20 minute convo. Well thanks Doc. Also broderline? I don't think so, and especially not the way she described it to me. Avoidant personality disorder yes. You suck ( Read more... )

I posted most of this on Myspace in my blog except for this explanation ( Read more... )

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now I just stop crying and I've gotten Luke involved because I needed someone to cry to, and I want to delete my fucking myspace and just die. I might post all the messages that they've sent me(that I can't respond to) as reminder of what I have gotten out of. I need to go back and tag every single Richard post in my livejournal so that anyone who ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure because of how long this is, it's going to get skimmed over ( Read more... )

My sleep schedule is soooo fucked up. I've been waking up at 5pm and going to sleep at 9-10am. The day before, my aunt wakes me up at 10am(I went to bed at 5am) and we all go do some errands and get lunch. I am exhausted when we get home but I stay awake because I figured I'd spend some time on the net as I have been ignoring it for sleep and Wii(I ( Read more... )

I have a new ferrety buddy. I found my usb cable for my camera so now I can get some pictures of the cats and the new ferret for you guys. His name is Nicodemus. He is like twice the size of Isis. I am happy to say that they are getting along well ( Read more... )

I went a day early to New Orleans to get more stuff because it will probably rain heavy tomorrow ( Read more... )