Richard is defending his behavior towards her to me. I don't even know what to think but I doubt she's lieing to me at all, why would she? Beh. He never did address my question of why she thought I was pregnant. I didn't elaberate and tell him that she said that he straight out told her I had an abortion. :P. My head is all screwed up on what to ( Read more... )

now I just stop crying and I've gotten Luke involved because I needed someone to cry to, and I want to delete my fucking myspace and just die. I might post all the messages that they've sent me(that I can't respond to) as reminder of what I have gotten out of. I need to go back and tag every single Richard post in my livejournal so that anyone who ( Read more... )

Got in a fist fight yesterday afternoon. Why? Because pill head bitch is passive aggressive. This pisses me off and I am not Passive aggressive. So I actually respond to her passive aggressiveness towards me and call her out on it. Social Anxiety I have, I also have anger issues. She starts raising her voice first, she gets in my face and space, I' ( Read more... )

I seriously want to put a camera up in the kitchen so that we can stop being blamed for the sheer shit ton of dishes that manage to pile up in a day. My aunt swears up and down it's not them, I just think that she under estimates the random dishes that she uses and refuses to believe that her house guests are constantly eating. The sink filled up ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get touchy because we have a 6year old running around the house. I normally like her. It's not her fault that I find her annoying. I'm just a closeted shut in loner who prefers to be left the hell alone in the dark with my computer. That being said. I do not approve of her mother. Every time she yells she wants something this woman ( Read more... )

La la la. Soooooo update. Hello you guys! I've been reading your blogs even if I haven't been posting myself ( Read more... )

So we finally have power back, and now Ivan is coming. :p ( Read more... )

>_< damn it,I just got stung by a wasp and it went down hill from there. I went to new orleans today, on my own, because Richard whined and whined about neeeeeding to spend some one on one time with me. Never mind that the original plan was for my cousin to come with me and help me move stuff. Richard actually whined about wanting some alone time ( Read more... )

I feel so good, I realy do, it just feels so very good to be home and to be able to walk around a house without feeling the great desire to run back into my bedroom to hide away. To not feel anxious everytime I walk through a room. To have friends who dote over me and care for me. To be in a city, that if I wanted to go somewhere I can because I ( Read more... )

Well then, yesterday evening there was another little blow up. Aparenly the boil finaly came to a head and I cursed them the hell out and was told to get out. I said I am, Right now ( Read more... )