Even though I haven't been talking about it much lately, I'm still trying to work on school...still the GED stuffs. I should have long since been finished by now, but keep having setbacks and scheduling issues, and losing momentum. I made another attempt to take the writing pretest yesterday. I say another because I got frustrated and walked out ( Read more... )

Friday is my last day at work. Sunday was the last day we were open to the public. We've been working on getting the store ready for inventory, cleaning, and taking things apart. I don't know what I'm going to do. I've got two shows coming up, one next week, another the week after ( Read more... )

( Venting, thinking, desperation...too much )

I'm going to try to keep this short. I'm sick of my own rambling ( Read more... )

Its been said reality is what you make it. Well, right now, my reality is grim ( Read more... )

Thankfully, I'm more stable than I was this morning. I'm still in a crash, but I'm more in touch with reality than I was, and I'm pretty damn numb. No, I didn't cut myself...just carried the blades around with me for a few hours. Nothing has really changed since this morning...I still feel the same, still as afraid, still as stressed, still as ( Read more... )

( Losing my mind )