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Friday is my last day at work. Sunday was the last day we were open to the public. We've been working on getting the store ready for inventory, cleaning, and taking things apart. I don't know what I'm going to do. I've got two shows coming up, one next week, another the week after.
I'm worried about money, as usual. To make matters worse with money, I have to buy more of my asthma med...had to shell out money to see the doctor so I could get a new script for it today...like our bank account really needed that hit. If I hadn't taken the last of my med Monday, I wouldn't stress it as much.
My sleep has been all over the place, especially since I've been sick the past couple of days. I should be asleep right now, but I don't feel like it. I feel like I need the numbness that exhaustion brings. The problem with that is I have to be at work at 8 in the morning for inventory...I feel sorry for the people who are coming in to do inventory if they're late. Part of me wants to just not show up for the last two days, but I won't get my end of season bonus if I quit...not to mention it wouldn't reflect very well on me for next year.
Still feel like going after myself, but I'd be breaking one of my personal rules if I did it right now. I make it a point not to cut if I'm sick since my body is already working to recover from illness and doesn't need the extra work load.
I've got few options ahead of me right now. I am thinking about looking into the movie theater, but its not like its a guarantee.
I'm worried about money, as usual. To make matters worse with money, I have to buy more of my asthma med...had to shell out money to see the doctor so I could get a new script for it today...like our bank account really needed that hit. If I hadn't taken the last of my med Monday, I wouldn't stress it as much.
My sleep has been all over the place, especially since I've been sick the past couple of days. I should be asleep right now, but I don't feel like it. I feel like I need the numbness that exhaustion brings. The problem with that is I have to be at work at 8 in the morning for inventory...I feel sorry for the people who are coming in to do inventory if they're late. Part of me wants to just not show up for the last two days, but I won't get my end of season bonus if I quit...not to mention it wouldn't reflect very well on me for next year.
Still feel like going after myself, but I'd be breaking one of my personal rules if I did it right now. I make it a point not to cut if I'm sick since my body is already working to recover from illness and doesn't need the extra work load.
I've got few options ahead of me right now. I am thinking about looking into the movie theater, but its not like its a guarantee.