Not as insane

[misery_lugosi]

Thankfully, I'm more stable than I was this morning. I'm still in a crash, but I'm more in touch with reality than I was, and I'm pretty damn numb. No, I didn't cut myself...just carried the blades around with me for a few hours. Nothing has really changed since this morning...I still feel the same, still as afraid, still as stressed, still as worried. The breakdown helped some...I just needed it to be longer and louder.

Good news, I fixed the computer. Now I have my music.