I was away for a couple of days due to my dad's mom's funeral and the last couple of days since returning I have been working 12 hour work days to make up the hours that I missed. Its exhausting but needs must because of course the bills are not going to pay themselves ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with my day off. Normally I would take myself off to South Park Meadows or to the library or downtown or SOMEWHERE! But its way to fucking hot. Half the fun of walking around the shops of South Park Meadows is walking around the area. It has become my favorite place to while away the hours. Even when I have no money. Just ( Read more... )

Yesterday marked the 1st anniversary of my mother's death. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, for the most part it was relaxing and fun albeit a little hot. I had planned to stay away from there and to be drunk for a couple of days but even the best laid plans and intentions can fall to the wayside. Instead of staying in bed as planned I ( Read more... )

"I like to remember everything," Remus says, very quietly, so as not to wake him. "As it was. Because moments by themselves aren't enough; they're just -- they're like photographs. They move a little, they wave, but they aren't everything. You can look back on a moment and say 'In that moment I was happy' or, more often than not, 'In that moment I ( Read more... )

Dear 2008 ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping but I decided to stay awake as much as I can before giving into sleep tonight to have some sort of normal sleeping pattern. I mean I can stay awake till 2 am may be 3 am and still be coherent by 9 am anything later and I am a bit sluggish or well just really need my sleep and w ill be wanting to stay in bed for another hour or ( Read more... )

Insomnia has hit again. And it sucks. 3 weeks, staring at the wall until 8 am sleep till 10 or 11 then wakey wakey for the rest of the day. Urgh may need sleeping pills, which make me woozy so hate them. So what does an insomniac do? Read children's fiction, just finished narnia now going to work on the earth sea series and uuhh some goddess series ( Read more... )

Just for my own records I am going to attempt to keep a record of how many shots I have had tonight. So far the count goes 2 shots - (rattlesnakes) and in my current drink of whiskey and coke there are 5 shots in there. I should also mention that I have also had one beer already.

SO Happy New Years to everyone. Mine was rocky. I found out my uncle Nano died on the 3oth. The same way we have lost so many so amny important pplk!! . I FUCKING LOVE YOU TIO NANO. I dont if anyone knows how much i cried its not that importnt but fuck it ... I LOVE MY TIO NANO ... and he is so fucking so important ( Read more... )

Happy New Year!! So today is New Years Eve and we plan to get drunk tonight!! WE bought 50 bucks worth of fireworks and have vodka, Jose and some other kind of bottle. Twill be fun. We plan to be at Robert's grandmas house again and then well who knows we might go to downtown we might not its up in the air. It will only be me, Rob, Bri, Albert and ( Read more... )