Well it happened last night.

My mom died a little after 5:30.  She was only 45.

It was truely one of the hardest things to ever have to decide. I signed the papers for her DNR then took her off her meds the only thing keeping her alive and then we just watched and waited. Atleast it was peaceful.

I dont know what else to say.

So heres to you mom. I ( Read more... )

SO Happy New Years to everyone. Mine was rocky. I found out my uncle Nano died on the 3oth. The same way we have lost so many so amny important pplk!! . I FUCKING LOVE YOU TIO NANO. I dont if anyone knows how much i cried its not that importnt but fuck it ... I LOVE MY TIO NANO ... and he is so fucking so important ( Read more... )

So I was rereading my older entries here on LJ hailing back from May of 2003. Anyways some  comments or quotes that I thought interesting or meaningful in some way. So here it goes May 2003 - September 2003, a recap

May 27, 2003 - Snippet as follows - "Still I miss him so much, So this is what Love does to you huh!"

May 28, 2003 - Snippet as ( Read more... )

So i had to go to the emergency room today because my face was swollen. They think it had to do with my wisdom teeth. They gave me two shots. One on each arm. And my right arm is now sore. I hate them.

Just got back from my weekend of camping with the family. It was a lot of fun, being lazy in the water, just lying my fat ass in the tube letting my legs burn cuz really they were quite pale. Playing around with the kids making fun of each other when someone was flipped over from a tube or when someone swung from the rope and landed in the tube ( Read more... )

So i got an email from one of my friends, Oscar Rodriguez who I have known since my sophmore year in high school, who is in the Marine Corps and is in IRaq right now. So anyways a while back he had asked for Matts Unit so that way if he ran in to him or anything he could pass on news or what have you well I got an email from said friend who told me ( Read more... )