Yesterday marked the 1st anniversary of my mother's death. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, for the most part it was relaxing and fun albeit a little hot. I had planned to stay away from there and to be drunk for a couple of days but even the best laid plans and intentions can fall to the wayside. Instead of staying in bed as planned I ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Mom.
Today you would have been 47.
Miss ya.

Well it happened last night.

My mom died a little after 5:30.  She was only 45.

It was truely one of the hardest things to ever have to decide. I signed the papers for her DNR then took her off her meds the only thing keeping her alive and then we just watched and waited. Atleast it was peaceful.

I dont know what else to say.

So heres to you mom. I ( Read more... )