I'm updating from my bed, because I'm super tired and want to let everyone know I'm doing good and everything is getting better. More or less.

summer is over, i can tell because it's cold at night now and my finger nails get blue a lot lately. i wasn't prepared for autumn, fall if you will, to be back so soon. i think i still loved joshua at this time last year...which is foreign to me now ( Read more... )

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I should be getting my package in the mail from Jaime on Wednesday, which is coincidentally the last day we really get to talk to one another. He gets to make three phone calls during basic, so I'll probably get to talk to him three times in the 7-9 weeks during basic. From what I've gathered he's sending me a stuffed bear that smells like him so I ( Read more... )

I haven't even been home twenty four hours and I hate it here already. It is humid and everything feels weird knowing Jaime isn't here - everything feels just empty. Honestly I don't really have a lot here, my grand parents a few friends and now in addition Jaime's family...but really, a job that is going no where and paying me dirt, my husband isn ( Read more... )

Pretty much spent my entire weekend with Jaime which was good it helped put things at ease, I suppose. I spent the night on Saturday and we went to this great breakfast place Sunday morning in Northfield called Rooster Bistro or something. It was this small-town breakfast/lunch place that has amazing french toast and bottomless cups of coffee. We ( Read more... )

I've never wrote about this. I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm glad it gets easier. I don't know how it gets easier, but I think it has to do with not being able to change it and having to live with it. A lot changes in two years, nearly three now. Regardless, this is for personal record, but I think I shouldn't make it private.

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   my alarm is set for 6am because tomorrow is the first day back to work since the 30th. eh, after the time off, i do need to go back so i can attempt to pile the lost money up because who knows when cassie will get back to me. but i'm really not excited about walking into mcgrath studios tomorrow morning. can't my break from it all be a little ( Read more... )

I should be starting my paper, or rather finishing it as I type but I wanted to get this all down before I get too into work. I had a really good past week to say the least. Last weekend was really good and this whole week was real laid back for me. I have things back in check so hopefully things will be a little more able to be dealt with from now ( Read more... )

Phone calls at 2am. "Katey, you're not answering your phone. I'm don't know anything, I really need to talk to you. I'm fucking trippin' balls." As the phone rings two more times after that I finally check the voice mail and make my way to a better phone to call. "Ah, it's like you're in the room with me, but your voice is coming out of a little ( Read more... )