I want to write on here to make myself feel better. But I'm not even sure why I'm upset. So I don't think I'm gonna be very successful with that one ( Read more... )

 France returned my friends - thank the lord.

I .. kind of didn't make a decision, but I kind of did.
I guess I have like.. a boyfriend, kinda.
It's all so confusing I can't even begin to explain it.
I guess it's kind of like... really wanting to go on a trip somewhere, and really dreading the actual travelling. Like you know once you get there you'll ( Read more... )

I want to sleep until sunday ( Read more... )

I hate france for stealing my best friend and my kindofboyfriend.
And they've only been gone for a few hours, and I miss them like they don't even know.

I know I've got Claire, but I still feel kind of lonely. 
But, for the record, I do hope they have the time of their lives.
And maybe, possibly, sort of think of me when they see cool things and wish I ( Read more... )

I hate that I get these waves of emotion. It comes on quick and unexpected and before I can even understand what's happening, it's gone. Maybe I'm developing a bi-polar personality.

Amanda: i hate the way things unfolded. I don't really regret acting the way I did, but when all is said and done, I hate the way that we can just pretend nothing  ( Read more... )

Last couple times I've written on here, I've genuinely been in a good place in my life. But now, I feel like things are starting to fall apart all over again. I'm pretty sure it's a mixture of anxiety, depression, chaos, and all the bad reality television. It just seems like no matter how hard I try, there's always one thing I can't get right, and ( Read more... )

Things are finally starting to look up ( Read more... )

it's been a very long past few days ( Read more... )

Jeesh,
i haven't written on here in ages.

Alright,
so my current complaint,
has little to nothing to do with boys,
shocking,
i know.

so,
i'm up at 4 in the morning,
on saturday,
sitting around,
doing presumably nothing,
and feeling pretty lousy.

last night (friday),
we (me, christina, jake, maria, paras)
were supposed to get together to catch up,
and just hang ( Read more... )