I know it's been one depressing post after another. It sucks I know but it's the only way I'll be able to feel better. The only way I can at least stabilize this emotional instability. The only way to know that I'm not depressed. I know I'm sad and breaking apart deep inside. I'm so tired already, tired of trying to be okay. Tired of avoiding him ( Read more... )

 I say this....THE BEST DREAM EVER.

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 Let's just say it's been about a day or two since the break up and I can safely say the tears did stop. I can say "we broke up" without tearing up and feeling like my heart was slowly being crushed. I wonder if he's the same. I doubt it though. I know he's still all torn up ( Read more... )

 Again something to get a load of my brain before I submerge myself with work and a bit of play on the side. It's impossible to focus on work when you don't really like what you're doing. Business papers really isn't my thing. So let's see. It's funny how I can think of the best blog when I'm walking down the street and there's no way to write it ( Read more... )

 Year end blog? Hmm, partly. Kind of. I just want to give a moment at least to recollect how my 2010 just went. I don't remember much to be honest. Ah, I wish I blogged more about this year so I can look back remember what happened since the start of January. I guess I can't take back lost time in a way, my memory's been fuzzy lately. I'm actually ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've been this happy. A lot less lonelier. I have good friends.

Since its time for:


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Things have been lonely. Well, my brothers aren't around so I feel much like an only child. I don't think I can live to be an only child, heh. Well anyway, so what's up, I have the room to myself. The house is...painstakingly quiet. I'm a very quiet person, I seldom talk unless I'm being talked to so it feels rather empty. I'm going to sleep over ( Read more... )