Goin' on a diet. Just did half an hour on the treadmill. Gonna start off at half an hour three times a week, and then half an hour a day, and then an hour three times a week, etc., until I am no longer fat. Also have to start watching what I eat, which is difficult because a) I'm vegetarian, so I rely very heavily on breads and pastas and etc. to ( Read more... )

I laid in bed last night and cried for half an hour over what Michael said about me. He came on Facebook today and apologized to me for what he said but the damage has already been done. He said he deleted the comment because he was sorry he made it but I know the only reason he deleted it was because he didn't want his friends to see it and know ( Read more... )

YAAAY AMG I'M SO EXCITED. With Dr. Lidstone, I found some art classes online that's every Thursday night from 7-9 PM, and since Kristen isn't going back to school until next semester.. I talked her into going with me! It's only $125 (plus supplies), and it's perfect. This is EXACTLY the type of once- or twice-weekly sort of in-between semi-school ( Read more... )

..also, I called my social worker two days ago and she told me that I should have my first disability check and my drug card NEXT WEEK. Like.. fucking wow. I'm so just.. I mean, it's surreal, I can't believe this is finally happening, everything is coming through and now I'll hopefully have the leverage to get the help I need. I know it's going to ( Read more... )

Okay, well. Retto seems to be coping alright. Thankfully we have a blender, so even though he can't eat the rat food that normally makes up about 80% of his nutritional requirements, we can try to puree most, if not everything, of what my dad cooks for dinner every day. We also bought some fortified baby food so that we can make doubly sure that he ( Read more... )

God dammit. Why can't university just come to me ( Read more... )