Also, I had to drop my course this semester because I missed too many classes from not having access to transportation. Back to waiting for school, I guess.. only four more months.. (I guess I could take this time to do my mandatory forty hours of community service - my vet would probably met volunteer there, she loves me).

Is it too early in the school year to have a mental breakdown yet?

I'm beyond stressed out right now. My summative is later today and my unit test is on Wednesday, and I don't understand fucking any of it. My only chance is to throw myself at the mercy of my teacher and beg him let me to do a different summative than the one we're doing, because I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail unless he takes pity on me. I'm ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm going to make a legitimate attempt at updating my LiveJournal on a regular basis, even though Mariah is gone.

I have to go register for school on Monday the 28th. My hands just started getting sweaty and my heart is pounding because I'm thinking about it. I don't even know why I'm so nervous. I've been back in school since February 2012, ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm about to have a complete breakdown. Even though I got my report card today and my mark is an A, it doesn't make me feel better, or confident - it makes me feel worse. I feel like a fraud. I feel like I don't deserve that mark and that everything I've done well on so far has just been by complete luck. I look at it and think, wow, I' ( Read more... )

I'm okay right now. I'm doing really well in school, and I've managed to somewhat (for the time being) handle the problem with Brandon and the phone company, so we can talk, for now. But I can't help feeling like this is all going to be taken away from me. I feel like something really awful is going to happen. My dad is going to die, or Brandon and ( Read more... )

April 5th, 2012 - 11:04 PM
HEY, my phones back up :D I'M SO PROUD OF YOU HOLLY

11:51 PM
I love you too <3 I cant believe you're at the top of your class Holly!! Tutor me sometime! 100% took me aback.

4:58 AM
;P

4:58 AM
I shall take biology with you two next semester. I will not allow you to graduate before me! And for the record I really am proud of you. ( Read more... )

We got our midterm marks back today in class. Well, sort of. She was supposed to give us back our unit tests (finally, after almost a month), and then discuss our midterm marks with us, but one of the girls in the class had a complete breakdown upon seeing her mark and the teacher had to go outside and deal with her for over half an hour. Realizing ( Read more... )

Love doing homework so much. I think it's some kind of a fucking disease or something. I will never understand people who bitch about having to do homework. I spent five years listening to people whine about homework, and now that I can actually DO it, I just cannot comprehend how anyone can not enjoy learning and earning top marks because of it ( Read more... )

School is going great. Had my first unit test today (well, it was a prep test for the unit test, but it still counts to me). There have been a couple of times where the anxiety almost got the better of me, but I think I've been handling it really well. Because of our circumstances, Ryan and I both get time and a half for tests and in-class ( Read more... )