I am exactly one month away from my graduation and one month and a handful of days away from the end of my college degree.

I am as excited as I am impatient -- I have to get through the classes and the exams in the meanwhile!

Just a few short weeks and I'll be loosed upon the world with my Bachelor's degree in English. Oh job market, hear my ( Read more... )

I've eaten about 450 calories today and I probably won't get more than 300 more unless I try. I could -- and I probably should, since I need to eat at least 1200 if not 1600 calories a day given my activity level -- but I don't want to. I am both not hungry AND looking forward to the results. The eating disordered part of me is rearing its ugly ( Read more... )

It's 12:05am. I have a class tomorrow at 12pm. In it is due a 5-7 page paper about some topic from the class ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since my last post. So much that details are kind of fuzzy.

A brief break-down:

I hit 141 pounds and was psyched.

I started seeing a psychologist-in-training through my school's Counseling Services. I made a wonderful connection with her and we started talking through some of my bigger issues. The nature of my school's counseling ( Read more... )