Those dangerous hours.

T said they were between 3 and 6.  I think they're anywhere after midnight.   They're the hours when you feel it's late, but you haven't quite gotten ready to wind down and go to bed.  It's quiet.  You try and turn on the music, but it just doesn't feel right so you turn it off again.

You run through the plans for the ( Read more... )

  Apologies to my flist for unloading like that, but I think it all finally got to me.

The problem isn't in dealing with the curves that life throws at me, it's dealing with the chaos that happens when things change in my orbit.  When something bad happens, I need to deal with it and swallow that pain.  What's been happening lately is I think I'm ( Read more... )

"Fifteen Step" - Radiohead
How come I end up where I started
How come I end up where I went wrong
Won't take my eyes off the ball again
You reel me out then you cut the string

How come I end up where I started
How come I ( Read more... )

  Would it be possible for me to learn these life lessons without having to have my teeth continually kicked out?  I promise I'll learn lessons even if you don't kick the chair out from underneath me ( Read more... )

  There's a fearsome ease in the way years can slip past when you're not paying attention.

It's not so much that the time has passed - I know that, and it's been a damn long time.  But the actual numbers of how many years, when I'm confronted with actual numbers, they scare the hell out of me.  I know I'm supposed to be easier with myself, to not ( Read more... )

  I'm going to have to actually sit down and write on all these things I've got rattling about up there in my brain.  You see, I'm not good at writing on the computer when it comes to poetry - I'm too fast with the keys, and I need to make things come out more slowly, more considered.  Part of what really drives this is that I'll have to look at ( Read more... )

...today seems to be the worst kind of "typical crappy Monday" in its worst manifestation.

For the life of me I cannot get motivated.  WTF, over.

Is it Mercury retrograde or something?  All my friends seem to be in a funk.

If this keeps up, I'm renting a moonbounce and a margarita machine.

Youv'e been warned.  That is

..and I dig up all the dirt, I'm going to have to write a book. Nobody could make this shit up. It would be too crazy to be believed.

Such is the life of DJ Muse. :)


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...that there's too much on this particular merry-go-round that is my life at the moment is tough ( Read more... )