Admitting to myself...
...that there's too much on this particular merry-go-round that is my life at the moment is tough.
Having to choose how to trim back my life, I have to make some difficult choices. I will probably end up dropping two classes (my midi class and my electronics class) and taking a half-schedule at school only one day a week. With all the stuff about my father (which I realized yesterday is causing me a lot of stress that I wasn't acknowledging), the flashbacks that now include even more episodes that question the whole foundation that my childhood was built on....well shit. Even I have to admit that I need to give myself space sometimes.
It hurts to admit I have too much on my plate, even though there's no shame in having circumstances change after you've already set your course.
"bow wow wow yippee yo yippee yay...."
(yeah, sometimes a dose of old Dre with Snoop does the trick).
Chris - sorry I didn't get back with you - I would've loved to do that - but I didn't even get online till today. Next time??? Please!?
Having to choose how to trim back my life, I have to make some difficult choices. I will probably end up dropping two classes (my midi class and my electronics class) and taking a half-schedule at school only one day a week. With all the stuff about my father (which I realized yesterday is causing me a lot of stress that I wasn't acknowledging), the flashbacks that now include even more episodes that question the whole foundation that my childhood was built on....well shit. Even I have to admit that I need to give myself space sometimes.
It hurts to admit I have too much on my plate, even though there's no shame in having circumstances change after you've already set your course.
"bow wow wow yippee yo yippee yay...."
(yeah, sometimes a dose of old Dre with Snoop does the trick).
Chris - sorry I didn't get back with you - I would've loved to do that - but I didn't even get online till today. Next time??? Please!?