I have these days, usually when the weather's bad and the sun's not there, when I just have a hard time functioning.  Although having all the space I get from not having to work helps with my stress level, at times like this it can be a mixed blessing because i have nothing to force me out of the house (and my funk) some days.  This was one of them ( Read more... )

  So today after getting my hair did and going to have coffee (and a cupcake - yum!) with greenpurple , I went to shop.  For clothes.  In the mall.
( shop, girlfriend! )

  I've gone the whole round this weekend.  From frustration, anger and resignation on Friday to a sense of cautious optimism over the weekend to something approaching outright befuddled amazement today.

It doesn't escape my attention that this a lot of oscillation in the old emotions, and I'm going to keep a lid on my extremes of good or bad ( Read more... )

"Fifteen Step" - Radiohead
How come I end up where I started
How come I end up where I went wrong
Won't take my eyes off the ball again
You reel me out then you cut the string

How come I end up where I started
How come I ( Read more... )

  Would it be possible for me to learn these life lessons without having to have my teeth continually kicked out?  I promise I'll learn lessons even if you don't kick the chair out from underneath me ( Read more... )