I'm not mightily drunk. I'm just merry. And. I'm not majorly sad, just sad. I'm not woop and yay happy, just solemn. But! Let's think about things. Not only am I lucky. I'm also blessed, because I have amazing friends ( Read more... )

My sister has mightily angered me, and upset me, if I'm honest. And, she is so very lucky I didn't hurt her, fighting the urge to punch her fucking face left me shaking my leg and my face just hurting with the strain. Weird no ( Read more... )

I'm currently in shock. I submitted a poem to one of my lessons' workshops. Everyone went over it and shortened it (it was fucking long, I knew that) and I'll shorten it and make it better. I listened to everyone. And my teacher said the title was good and that it had an outside chance in a poety competition. She just e-mailed me and said that she' ( Read more... )

I just had a strange bout of crying and feeling very gloom and doom. Luckily I had a John at hand (my boyfriend for clarification) and because I haven't spoken to him 'properly' for a good while.. it made things a bit better. I shared and he listened.. and he was.. well.. my boyfriend. He was there for me. We discussed Christmas and how it's nearly ( Read more... )

I am in a mood at the moment. And it's not a good one ( Read more... )

I am sitting here smoking a cigarette and thinking of you. I'm writing all about you in a Word document which I may or may not post here. I still love you. There's a part of me and my heart that will always belong to you. Maybe I'll see you in the afterlife hey hunny? NEVERMIND ABOUT THE CASSEROLE darling.

I love you Dayan. Always will.

There are a few things and people on my mind, and, surprisingly, John isn't one of them. Last night I found that I enjoyed myself. I was just lazing around my room after work, doing not a lot, watching tv, cooking dinner, talking to the builders and then after two or three hours I realised I hadn't thought of John once. This gives me heart, I may ( Read more... )

She stepped out of the train and breathed a sigh of relief. Away from the crowd of others she could fully hear the music, clear her head and stop the panic swelling within. Of course the anxiety remained, as well as the desire, and the strands of tingling excitement continued to move inside her. She walked towards the exit and ignored the people ( Read more... )

Today, I went to Camden with Aysha, Seanie and Kaliane.. a friend of Aysha's.. who was very very nice and I just looked up how to spell her name.. becvause I'm like that. Anyhow.. I had lots and lots of fun and it was worth not going to college for. =) Tehhe. AND OMG I BOUGHT A SEXY SEXY BAG. I'm going to try and find a place to host photos so I ( Read more... )

My final tribute to Dayan tonight; a singular lit candle and Debaser and my .. thoughts for him.