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I am in a mood at the moment. And it's not a good one.
Last night someone asked me that if I had a choice between Dayan and John who would I chose.
And whatever I replied would instantly break my heart and something would die in my forever.
And it made me think that did I want to be friends with that person? Can someone who thinks they're a friend ask that and mean it and not fucking know what it would do to me?
And then it made me realise how much I still miss and care for him. And made me want to have one last hug.
Perhaps people just don't care at the moment.
Sunny weather makes everyone a cock.
Work is a pain in the neck at the moment and it takes everything I have to ACTUALLY stay there.
I feel so very ugly.
Last night someone asked me that if I had a choice between Dayan and John who would I chose.
And whatever I replied would instantly break my heart and something would die in my forever.
And it made me think that did I want to be friends with that person? Can someone who thinks they're a friend ask that and mean it and not fucking know what it would do to me?
And then it made me realise how much I still miss and care for him. And made me want to have one last hug.
Perhaps people just don't care at the moment.
Sunny weather makes everyone a cock.
Work is a pain in the neck at the moment and it takes everything I have to ACTUALLY stay there.
I feel so very ugly.