Hello! And welcome to a post that, really, has the theme of 'life is pretty cruel and isn't fair to me' and even though I generally don't believe that. Sometimes life is mean. Yes ( Read more... )

I've become fairly mothering towards the younger of my cousins who is staying with my family. I think it's just her, she's so small, and she loves to snuggle, and so she's bringing out the mother/broodyperson in me, who is so rarely seen. It's quite odd. She fell asleep in my arms tonight, and all I could think was that I felt happy ( Read more... )

I haven't updated much lately, mainly because I don't know what to say, not because I haven't done anything, I've been fairly busy in a very... family orientated way ( Read more... )

This is just brief ( Read more... )

I posted at eight in the morning listening to Damien Rice - Coconut Skins... guess what song JUST came on? Brilliant. It was _meant_ to be, obviously ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream that had John in it. Normally these dreams get me really down, because any dream about your ex means you're still thinking about them whether you realise it or not. HOWEVER, last night my dream involved me, John and a stunningly handsome man. This already sounds good right? Well. yeah. I can't remember much but the jist of ( Read more... )

I don't quite know what's up with me. But I don't feel amazing. I'm sure I'll push it away soon though ( Read more... )

I'm just about to do my Christmas wrapping, just so that I don't have a huge bunch of things to wrap up on the Eve ( Read more... )

I'm home! Hurrah. So far it's been quite nice, but, I dunno, I already miss my homies back in Wales however. Which I find strange, but there ya go ( Read more... )

I feel lonely here a lot of the time. I've been missing John a lot the past couple of days and I think this is because, mostly, he is the only person I feel I can talk to face to face. I know I post a lot and open up here, but that's what I feel my journal is for, but when I'm with someone (a friend, whoever) I rarely can talk to them, and I keep ( Read more... )