ok maybe not the 5 of us... but the four of us... today was pretty shitty well the first part.  i mean i didnt swim which sucks especially after my i love swimming speach but w.e man, i would have sucked badly.  Just soo mad at jamie i mean i went to the pool and everything he couldve fuckin told me.  UGH metros always sucks for me.  ok not always ( Read more... )

what a horrible beyond horrible day!  FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!! why does saying that make me feel a little better?!?!?!  UGH!! i hate swimming i love my family and hate that bad things happen to good people and i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it!!!!!!!  UGH UGH UGH!! jamie is such an asshole.  ok he isnt actually what he did to me was a horrible ( Read more... )

ok well i havent written in here in forever... i dont know where to begin, its not that much has happened, just that i have realized so much.  and me thinking to much isnt good.  i think of random things and like go crazy.  i basically cannot stop thinking about 3 things in my life... one would be college/ how i am not going to get in, SUMMMER, ( Read more... )

6days now... 6 days until 16!!  its weird after talking about it with kelly, i am no longer like that is so old...ok i kinda still am, but i feel like i am already 16, 15 feels kinda not right now.  Ugh so i have been crazily sick this week.  Thursday i felt like i was going to die at school and being the dumb swimmer i am i went to practice hoping ( Read more... )

8...8 days until i am 16.  8days more of being 15.  i know that i am not going to all of a sudden be 16 and be like o wow i feel so differnt.  but it just makes me feel old.  ugh

ive heard this song like 793265783465 times this week but its ok i love this song.  "I just wanna live..."

haha reminds me of me and kels convo!! this summer is going to be like crazy like mad.  like i dont even know how to explain this excitedness.  Its funny i am always soooo siked for summer and usually when i get like excited this badly i get ( Read more... )

18...

18 days until i am 16

i dont know why i am thinking about it so much, i have had 15 birthdays before, but something about 16.  it rings in my ears like a bell.  Sweet 16, its all i have thought about for a while.  its just one day, but how come i think that its like a life change.  i have changed i have changed SO much this year.  not exactly ( Read more... )

I GOT MY BRACES OFFF

i am muyyyyyyyyy excitedddd!! and i got a hair straightener so i dont have to keep on borrowing peoples YAY!

on another good note i am starting this semester off better than last semester

ill write more about it later

Swim and Dive sux

at the moment

for me

o well

cant wait until gymnastics!!! its in a month ( Read more... )

Ok so exams are finally over!! thank god.  I couldnt handle another day of exams and spazzing out.  and it is snowing!! which i am actually mad about due to the fact i was suppoed to have a swim meet but it already got cancled...they are expecting a whole lot... any chance of no school tuesday?!?  doubtfull but you never know.  i mean snow storm of ( Read more... )

"this is the summer that will never come...its like someone is holding on to the tail the sun..."

listening to my stroke 9 which i havent listened to since well a LONG ass time.  when i hear it i think of Nadia...haha soo many funny times!! i mean me and carli on bars "my mother..." PRICELESS!! haha so many good times!  ok enough of that i have ( Read more... )