"i wish i had stayed asleep today"
6days now... 6 days until 16!! its weird after talking about it with kelly, i am no longer like that is so old...ok i kinda still am, but i feel like i am already 16, 15 feels kinda not right now. Ugh so i have been crazily sick this week. Thursday i felt like i was going to die at school and being the dumb swimmer i am i went to practice hoping to learn an reverse. felt like i would literally faint in the water, i just left and my mom picked me up there around like 3:30 got home and literally colapsed on the couch and i slept from 3:45-7, woke up my mom took me temperature and i had a 104 degree fever... yeahh fell back asleep and woke up when my dad came home at 9 and then fell back asleep and woke up at 10:15 to watch ER and i fell asleep early watching ER!!!!!!!!! slept from 10:45-7... didnt go to school and then my fever went down to 100 didnt go to pasta dinner and then swim meet i didnt dive, according to brian "i let the whole team down" so sorry guys but i f i dived i think i would have died. Then sat the meet still felt like crap and i lost my voice and luis was there. it was really nice to see him again it reminded me how much i really like swimming. i dunno he is the only swim coach that understand me. Then again he has been my coach since i was like 7 so yeah. But seriously the only thing he doesnt understand about me is why i dont swim winter. other then that he like knows what motivates me and how to coach me. i mean i swam and i did well for being sick but not well enough for metros... o well next year. i thought i would be more upset and beleive me i am mad but i think i already knew i wasnt going to get it. stupid .19 seconds away. i mean i still am in it for the relay so thats good. swimming relay next week and i dont think i am swimming 100 cuz sam got metros!!!! which is soooo awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!! she dropped 3 seconds! that girl is crazyyy!!! but i am so proud of everyone that made there metrso cut!! ger sam and ana!!! :-) dude after i swam though i couldnt breath i almost threw up it was gross. i was really happy luis was there i think if he wasnt i wouldve left and cried but he like calmed me down and made me feel better about my race. ugh i miss TW!!!!!!!! ok enough about that cuz i talk about missing TW more than everyone wants to hear. ok after i swam i left and went home attempted to do hw but really slept some mroe. then the parms came over at like 10 and watched RAY with my paretns which is a really GOOD movie!! couldnt sleep due t my coughing and then finally slept and sunday i did work/slept and my mom left meaning its me and father meaning i might run away... o well. feeling a little better. valentines day! was ok but still sick so i feel like crap. i must say i love how we all still give out the little valentines the ones with like cartoons on them!! they make me smile!! and of course the candy hearts that taste like crap!!
lol ok well today in homebase i got threatended to get my seat moved from choi!! stupid ass.
ok sooo friday is a half day!!! and then saturday is countys and then BEACHY FOR MY B-DAY with L3 and noana!!! i dont think i hav ever been so excited!!!!!!!!! EAKKKKKKK!!!
must go i didnt know i had eng hw!!
eakkkkkk
mucho love