this is the summer that will never come...its like someone is holding on to the tail the sun
"this is the summer that will never come...its like someone is holding on to the tail the sun..."
listening to my stroke 9 which i havent listened to since well a LONG ass time. when i hear it i think of Nadia...haha soo many funny times!! i mean me and carli on bars "my mother..." PRICELESS!! haha so many good times! ok enough of that i have spent to many pages in this LJ talking about gymnastics. but i was looking at the beg of the song and "this is the summer that will never come...its like someone is holding on to the tail the sun" seriously i need summer. I miss L3 soo much i mean i know i see these kids and talk to them but its not the same. I miss meeting at sketchy corners and i miss going on our gang run and babysitting and having stalkers. i am kinda scared for summer 05 though. Summer 04 was soo good...it doesnt seem like it gets much better than that. I mean then again i thought the same about 03. no matter what it will be better than right now. And kel we need to find a job. My mother keeps telling me that i need to do something and i am not in this alone! ok well my exams today we just wont talk about and i am pissed we have 2 hour delay tomorrow!!!!!! ROAR. For once i want school! o well exams are from 9:25-11:25. then i am going to capital cuz i need gooogles! and i need new suits like mad. considering my suit broke th eother day at practice. i must say that was exciting when brian was telling me to do this like this impossible dive so i kept on landing on my back and the elastic came out of the strap...luckily it didnt fall off break but it was about to so i stopped.
ok so i made an important decision on sunday after diving. I am no longer swimming. I quit. like no really quit. cuz i cant quit swimming. but i quit caring. i realized i care to much about swimming when there is other thing i enjoy more. Like seriously i HATE swim practicing and i only enjoy racing, and i really dont enjoy that that much anymore. I mean i still get the nervousness where i cant feel my body...im wierd i know but seriously, i find so much more joy in flipping around. And a smart person invtented my two favortie sports into one...diving...only i am scared of the board and in gym i likes bars, but second fav thing i geuss was floor/vault...anything but beam man. o well very excited for the meet on satrday!!! and come its close!! its at MAC on saturday at night and i am diving!!! and i got my back dive man!!!! so super excited!! and if that doesnt get you there how about this... my g-units will be there :-( bad for me but funny for everyone else, and KC is coming!!! and no not kelly clarkson... hahaha but kelly carlin!!! L3 reunited at a pool!!!!!!!!!
so excited for summer 05 with L3... especailly with my new outlook on swimming hahahaha.... this should be entertaining... i wonder HOW MANY times we will get kicked out of practice. i mean everyone is going to be soo like OMG we are in A while we are there like eating fruitloops. summmer 05---where frootloops become nothing and eggs and bacon are in... hahah SOOO excited for the day that we hire a personal server to give us like eggs and bacon while we "swim/do dolphin dives/ sweat morgan and garrett!!!!" ok thinking about this sooo excited!! also i saw YANNIE and he said he is going to try to guard again at TW with BRAMMIE!!! unless of course me and kel become guards.... O MAN that would be the funniest thing EVER!!! like EVER... only being a guard at TW would suck like no other...i mean the paretns are crazy complaineerssss!!! and it would be gross. especailly with the "Pool Heater" hahaha
ok enough procrastiantion!!!! much love
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