Just more updates ( Read more... )

This topic came up in a comment of a previous post... I had read previously that men sometimes manifested depression differently than women due to the way they are raised (men report physical symptoms more than emotional ones, for example). However, I did some web-searching today and found this article - the context is depression in men caused by ( Read more... )

I am SO FUCKING SICK of being SO FUCKING ANGRY for NO FUCKING REASON ( Read more... )

A marked difference from yesterday, actually - yesterday was just awful, at least until the evening, when things started to turn around a little, and I started to be able to do a few things that needed to be done, which was helpful. Today is mostly alright. I'm managing to be productive in little ways, and it feels like I'm getting back to " ( Read more... )

"I wanna know where my confidence went / One day it all disappeared..." - Blue Rodeo

I was in the middle of a long, whiny emo post, and I realized that I don't even want to listen to myself, so why would I think someone else would ( Read more... )

So, apparently I have some sort of PMS - except instead of happening regularly for a few days every month, it happens irregularly every few months and lasts for a few days to a couple weeks each time; and instead of bleeding from my vag and being moody and bitchy... well, I don't bleed. (This isn't meant to be offensive to women... it's just the ( Read more... )

I used to be a generally pretty happy person. Sure, I had my dark moods and my unhappy times... but overall I was optimistic, I had faith in humanity, I thought positively and had hope for happiness in the future. Maybe it's selective memory - but I remember being happy ( Read more... )

Hey again ( Read more... )

Hey.

I realize already that this is going to sound quite emo... and maybe it is, but I'm trying to get back to my original intent of writing this LJ, so many years ago: recording my thoughts and feelings and observations as well as my goals and projects and accomplishments.

Anyways... ( I can feel my mood sinking slowly... )

( Emo-post warning - click at own risk )