Better today.
A marked difference from yesterday, actually - yesterday was just awful, at least until the evening, when things started to turn around a little, and I started to be able to do a few things that needed to be done, which was helpful. Today is mostly alright. I'm managing to be productive in little ways, and it feels like I'm getting back to "normal".
Please let this be the end of it, at least for a while. Meantime - I think there are some changes that need to happen - I don't know exactly what yet, but I have some ideas.
I also need to concentrate a lot of energy into getting ready to move, finding a place to move to, and actually moving... it's going to be a long month. Wish me luck.
After we move (maybe as we move?)... I have to prioritize, have to learn to just "say no" and give up on some things; have to figure out what's really important, and what's just taking up time and adding stress and not really contributing to / aligning with the plan that I'm trying to follow... because I basically need as much of my energy as possible directed towards my dream, or it will never happen.
B.
Please let this be the end of it, at least for a while. Meantime - I think there are some changes that need to happen - I don't know exactly what yet, but I have some ideas.
I also need to concentrate a lot of energy into getting ready to move, finding a place to move to, and actually moving... it's going to be a long month. Wish me luck.
After we move (maybe as we move?)... I have to prioritize, have to learn to just "say no" and give up on some things; have to figure out what's really important, and what's just taking up time and adding stress and not really contributing to / aligning with the plan that I'm trying to follow... because I basically need as much of my energy as possible directed towards my dream, or it will never happen.
B.