This keeps happening...
So, apparently I have some sort of PMS - except instead of happening regularly for a few days every month, it happens irregularly every few months and lasts for a few days to a couple weeks each time; and instead of bleeding from my vag and being moody and bitchy... well, I don't bleed. (This isn't meant to be offensive to women... it's just the closest mostly-self-explanatory comparison I can make.)
There never seems to be a particular reason causing it... but the effects are the same - I'm generally annoyed at all times, and ready to "go off" at a moment's notice at whatever slightest thing inconveniences me; I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything with my life, that if I really put in some effort to get stuff done, I just stress myself out and don't get much farther forward, but if I relax I just get further and further behind, which is also stressful; and I'm so easily frustrated by everything that actually trying to do anything is a shit-show anyway.
I can dispel the bad mood temporarily with judicious application of pot and alcohol... this does not help my productivity, though.
Fuck this shit... whatever this shit is.
B.
There never seems to be a particular reason causing it... but the effects are the same - I'm generally annoyed at all times, and ready to "go off" at a moment's notice at whatever slightest thing inconveniences me; I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything with my life, that if I really put in some effort to get stuff done, I just stress myself out and don't get much farther forward, but if I relax I just get further and further behind, which is also stressful; and I'm so easily frustrated by everything that actually trying to do anything is a shit-show anyway.
I can dispel the bad mood temporarily with judicious application of pot and alcohol... this does not help my productivity, though.
Fuck this shit... whatever this shit is.
B.