albert einstein defines insanity as "doing the same thing over and over expecting different results". i feel as though i am starting to reach that point. thomas told me that when i was...where i was in my marriage ( Read more... )

today i saw off one of my closest friends. i was starting to have a little bit of anxiety about the whole situation because the last time i was going through this it was to see tyler off. when i was throwing up my favorite foods for a day before and days after. total emotional i don't even know what ( Read more... )

so i've started dating. and by started dating i mean i've gone on a date, and saw his band play ( Read more... )

As the anger starts to dissipate, i'm really starting to feel better. that is one emotion that i really dislike feeling, and it is honestly very very rare when i do. it takes a lot to get me over the edge. it makes me feel crazy and completely unlike myself. hence texting hastily and then apologizing for it after, example being my last post ( Read more... )

L: hey, just a heads up i'm going to defriend you on facebook ( Read more... )

my heart skips a beat
in the space between i want you to
find me
catch me
keep me there.

so. the last of the pack of have is the last i will smoke ( Read more... )

I and Love and You.

i can't help but think about when my anxiety started. i had always had bouts with depression, usually seasonal, but i also think that part of that was hormonal and such. alot of my anxiety started when i got married. and continued through most of my divorce. i started on medication about 6 months ago and things were going much much better. i have ( Read more... )

there is no one that frustrates me more then my ex husband. i swear it feels like we are on 2 seperate plane of existence when i have a concern ( Read more... )