I I went to bed early last night and unfortunately, I woke up early too.  It's hard to see the numbers on the clock this morning.

"0655. babe expired"

Expired.  Like she was a jug of milk or something.  It's hard to think of her death for obvious reasons, but it's also hard because it still makes me angry that we were kept from Abby for so many hours ( Read more... )

One week from today I'll be headed to the airport ( Read more... )

( A little of this, a little of that, and some pictures )

June 10th is almost over for another year.  I'm relieved, but also wishing I could hold on to these last two days and what they represent.  I woke up this morning 4 minutes after Abby's time of death, then Jack and I spent some time sharing our memories of this day, four years ago.  My memories were so clear and specific, while his were much more ( Read more... )

I feel kind of ....flat.  Minimal effort for supper tonight - grilled cheese for the girls and a slush for me.  The thought of eating makes me nauseous, and my throat is still sore and raw from throwing up so much last night.  I've called a peace treaty for homework wars tonight - I just can't face it.  The only responsibilities I have left tonight ( Read more... )