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One week from today I'll be headed to the airport.
And, tomorrow is June.
*deep breaths*
In a few days I will purposely stop thinking of the fact that Abby's birthday is coming up. I have to put those thoughts aside because it's just too much with the OSCE's coming up.
Yesterday was a busy day, I didn't get much studying done and I started feeling pretty panicked. When the girls went to bed I sat down and typed out a bunch of affirmations (and even entered them on my phone). Then, I pushed aside my books and took out Abby's scrapbook to see what I would work on after I get back from Toronto. It's pretty sad that I only take the time to work on her scrapbook once a year :-/ I still haven't done her first birthday (even though her 2nd, 3rd, and 4th are done) so I think I'll do that and maybe even her 5th and 6th birthdays. That should take my mind off things.
We get home on Abby's birthday and I'm hoping that we can just stay at home on the 10th. After rushing to and from Toronto and going through the OSCE's, I don't want to do any road trips or plan anything that will make me feel busy or stressed. I just want to relax; maybe work on Abby's scrapbook, buy flowers and plant them together, have a picnic lunch somewhere. Not sure.
And, tomorrow is June.
*deep breaths*
In a few days I will purposely stop thinking of the fact that Abby's birthday is coming up. I have to put those thoughts aside because it's just too much with the OSCE's coming up.
Yesterday was a busy day, I didn't get much studying done and I started feeling pretty panicked. When the girls went to bed I sat down and typed out a bunch of affirmations (and even entered them on my phone). Then, I pushed aside my books and took out Abby's scrapbook to see what I would work on after I get back from Toronto. It's pretty sad that I only take the time to work on her scrapbook once a year :-/ I still haven't done her first birthday (even though her 2nd, 3rd, and 4th are done) so I think I'll do that and maybe even her 5th and 6th birthdays. That should take my mind off things.
We get home on Abby's birthday and I'm hoping that we can just stay at home on the 10th. After rushing to and from Toronto and going through the OSCE's, I don't want to do any road trips or plan anything that will make me feel busy or stressed. I just want to relax; maybe work on Abby's scrapbook, buy flowers and plant them together, have a picnic lunch somewhere. Not sure.