I need to get a job. Not just for money, but for the sake of my relationship. John and I are spending WAYYY too much time alone together and I'm starting to lose my mind. It's been pretty good for a long time, but people don't do well spending 24 hours a day together, 7 days a week. I'm reminded of all those stuck-on-a-desert island flicks, the ( Read more... )

I'm so incredibly frustrated right now. I went from cloud 9 to pissed off hell with John. It's like this rational, incisive, intelligent, fun, and humourous man that I've had around for a little bit now has gone to Bermuda and a substitute John has appeared to run things. This substitute John cannot form sentences, has no common sense (he held my ( Read more... )

Eight days ago, I felt euphoric about my relationship. Where did that go? Wherever it went, I want to find it and bribe it to stick around for another fifty or so years ( Read more... )

I think I'm a 5 today. I was very off this morning and I can feel my susceptibility to irritation today. I hate it and I want it to go away. Maybe it's because I forgot to take my 5-HTP last night?