Eight Days Ago...That's All
Eight days ago, I felt euphoric about my relationship. Where did that go? Wherever it went, I want to find it and bribe it to stick around for another fifty or so years.
My last run of bliss was much longer than usual, proving that this situation is improving. I just wish I didn't feel so off about my relationship right now. I find myself so irritable in regard to my relationship that I can't even be around John without going crazy over his clueless verbal skills and lack of utter common sense. I know these things pass and that it's normal to get annoyed with one's significant other, but I feel like he's a special case. And, probably fairly obviously, most people do feel that way about their significant others. But, come on...how can you not learn how to speak comprehensibly or be unaware of what words like "corny" or "cliché" mean. I don't understand.
I want to go back to being happy. It was great being so positive. One difference that I'll note, though: in my mind, I keep thinking of good things about him. So, while I'm irritated with John's nonsensical speech and oblivious mannerisms, somewhere inside of myself, I'm wrestling to hold onto the warmth I felt for nearly 9 days.
I'll cross my fingers that I can find that euphoria again soon.
My last run of bliss was much longer than usual, proving that this situation is improving. I just wish I didn't feel so off about my relationship right now. I find myself so irritable in regard to my relationship that I can't even be around John without going crazy over his clueless verbal skills and lack of utter common sense. I know these things pass and that it's normal to get annoyed with one's significant other, but I feel like he's a special case. And, probably fairly obviously, most people do feel that way about their significant others. But, come on...how can you not learn how to speak comprehensibly or be unaware of what words like "corny" or "cliché" mean. I don't understand.
I want to go back to being happy. It was great being so positive. One difference that I'll note, though: in my mind, I keep thinking of good things about him. So, while I'm irritated with John's nonsensical speech and oblivious mannerisms, somewhere inside of myself, I'm wrestling to hold onto the warmth I felt for nearly 9 days.
I'll cross my fingers that I can find that euphoria again soon.