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The Workapocalypse and My Recovery
In July of 2021 my parents decided to visit for a week and we went and stayed up north in a cabin. This same week S purchased the company i worked for DS, many of my peers were getting fired, and some laid off in months to come. They sent the ones being laid off severence packaged through FedEx, i receved notification from FedEx company S was ( Read more... ) -
No More Kids, and My Florida Nightmare
*Warning before you proceed, this entry does have to with my balls. So if details disgust you, maybe skip this one*
So I had the boy's clipped. The procedure seemed simple and was mostly painless. I was in and out within an hour. This was the end of December 2020, Sara had booked tickets to go see my parents in January just a couple weeks after the ( Read more... ) -
Coronavirus, work from home, and baby #2
After returning from my trip to Florida we had Gavin's first birthday party. About a week later i was sick with a bad stomach flu. This is around the end of November 2019. 6 months down the road i would look back and think this was COVID-19, but it, I would eventually find out is a completely different monster. But we'll get into that later.
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College, Babies, and New Jobs
Near the end if the summer of 2018, Sara, my mom, my dad, and I decided to take a trip to Nashville and stay in the Smokies. We all had a great time, we visited the Jack Daniels Distillery. The only thing that sucked was, my final semester of school started the same week and i had to figure kut how to get internet in the mountains and complete my ( Read more... ) -
But not everything is completely perfect
Sometime in late 2016 I decided to try to jump in on the YouTube train since I had seen limited success in making some money from ad revenue on some original content that I had uploaded. My most successful video to date is a comparison between counterfeit and genuine micro sd cards. I thought long and hard about what else I could make content about ( Read more... ) -
Eight and a half years later
Here I am nearly a decade later and so much has changed. Right around the time of the last entry, I started talking to Sara Roberts on the phone again. Sara is some one I met through the Slipknot fanclub online. We used to talk a lot prior to me having the previous two girlfriends who's names I shall never utter again. Sara and I had always played ( Read more... ) -
Severed
still dark grey... i stopped smoking bad things... ask me why sometime. I had a really good weekend full of inspiration and love... and then it ended with me and Ash going to Whitechapel... it was friggin awesome. I decided i need to move to Orlando and i will. My mind has been completely straight until today... something happened or some one did ( Read more... ) -
Dark grey
I feel so cold.... Heartless... emotionless... numb all around me. The people i thought i loved, the people who i thought i cared so much for... i feel like i no longer care for... like my whole life my feelings, my experiences, my mistakes, for the past year and a half didnt even occur. I wasnt acting or thinking right...the medicine i have been ( Read more... ) -
hopes dreams and wishes
the more i think about it the more i try to realize the impossibility of my hopes, dreams, wishes that ive been trying to convince myself of for the past 8 months. And now that ive found the hidden pieces and fit them together im starting to see the complete picture more clearly. Ive never been so confused in my entire life. the thoughts, feelings ( Read more... ) -
Beautiful things and terrible ways
I shouldnt have to text someone 25 times before they respond. If you want to piss me off beyond belief then now you know what to do... its one thing you will never see me do... its fucking ignorant... i feel like im in one of those hamster balls running around doing the same exact stupid tricks over and over again. There's a padlock restricting me ( Read more... )